TRAINWRECK

Exaggerating aside, This will make the top list of the worst times of my life, Yes.

For what it's worth.. Today. Somehow, somehow.

I felt 3% percent. Not bad, Eh? :| =)

And.... You know what's kicking major butt? It's how I'm not being able to watch movies lately. Inception, the most. And of course re-watch Eclipse. Second is me not updating my webzzzites. Third, To miss my fave series. It's sad. :| =(( I know there's no point at all telling everyone of you about this, Half of you doesn't care & the other half is just as happy. Hahahaha! =) You've heard that quote right..?? =p I don't know, It's just that i think this is the only output i have to zone out from my misery business even for a short while. At the very least. And i really need that, To the max full yeah.

This whole thing is driving me bonkers - Literally. I can laugh, Yes. Be happy. Laugh at the littlest things. But the feeling of having a knife stuck in your chest, You know that feeling? It hurts.. It. Hurts. So. Bad. Like an assassin, It can attack anytime he wants. At the same time, It's a monster eating everything good that's left of me. Love problems? School problems? Rest assured i can get over it all. But this one? No way to an easy ride. Uhhm since today I've decided to be positive, I will see the good side in everything. I will take this whole thing without feeling at ease.. Then move on & have my normal life back!! Yes, That sounds good. ♥

So help me, God. =)