The CANCER OF NEVER LETTING GO, Is IGNORANCE BLISS.

Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day. Into more pieces than my heart was made of. I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent. I never thought about things at all. Everything changed, The distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn’t the world, It wasn’t the bombs and burning buildings. It was me, My thinking, The cancer of never letting go, Is ignorance bliss. I don’t know, but it’s so painful to think. And tell me, What did thinking ever do for me? To what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I’ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.

CALI and NY.

I bought books about about my two favorite places in the world. That's Cali and New York. Two different places. It's like the two personality i have. West Coast, East Coast. Cali lifestyle is more laidback. Bright, Happy, Sunny, Carefree. While New Yorkers are cold. Typically the hustlers. It's easy and evident to take notice their differences. Compare 90210 from Gossip Girl. And Lady Gaga from Katy Perry. ♥

God Shape Hole

There's a God-shaped hole in all of us,
And the restless soul is searching.
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us,
And it's a void only He can fill.

— Plumb

When in Rome. ♥

ROME, Italy.

Like most people, I love this place. It has innumerable stories and several historical places i am yearning to see. After reading Dan Brown’s Angels And Demons, I was enlightened and was stoked at the same time. If you were able to read the book, You’d know. Various places were mentioned along with their histories. And i love “histories”. You know, the hows and finding outs. So that makes Rome a perfect place. Like we all see, It’s one hell of a cultural icon for crying out loud. St. Peter’s Square, The Pantheon, The Vatican Museum, The Popes and their lives… And soooo soo much more my brain can no longer retain. Haha! Rome is beautiful, though beautiful might be an understatement, This is not one place i would want to live for the rest of my life. I just want to take course and study about the place and their culture. Just explore the place… Get romantic like Audrey Hepburn did. It’s astonishing not in that way. So see you, Rome!! :)

Because i miss BR.

I was browsing photos and saw this.

Everytime we swing by Baskin Robbins, I for the most part always pick these flavors!! Yummy right? Bubble Gum and Cookies. It’s jus sad how we don’t have BR here in Philippines. Really suck balls. =| But to look at the brighter side, It’s a helping hand to lose weight and $ave. Haha! But whatever, I’d still choose to set aside my weight problems. Haha! :-)

I'm sorry.

I’m sorry that im so confusing and irrational. I’m sorry that i tend to put the blame on you and hurt you all the time. I’m sorry that i’m such a difficult and stubborn person. I’m sorry that i’m not happy enough to make you happy. I’m sorry that all i’ve been doing is saying sorry. I'm also sorry that im not going to stop saying sorry because i have too much to be sorry about. But most of all, i’m sorry that i came into your life and dragged you into this mess.

(Bella Swan is a bitch, Yes.)